Only my husband knows. It's not about being embarrassed, embarrassed of my sexuality or not being "open" - I'm just a private person. I know that seems like an odd thing to say since I'm here posting about my life and sex life on a public forum
but maybe not so much when I tell you I only post here because of the anonymity.
That said, I don't want folks to get the impressin that I use the anonymity to create a persona - I post about *my* thoughts, opinions and experiences.