My boyfriend and me kind of split do to the fact that he was leaving for a 30 day rehab and possible half way house program after. Which he decided to sign up for. He knows I play with myself, but he really does not like it. I do not know if it because he wants to be playing with me and is jealous or cause he does not really get to get himself off so her is jealous in that aspect. I have come to the terms that what her does not know wont hurt him. But I feel bad cause I really would love to be making love to him and my toys. What do you think? I am have always been honest even if he does not like the truth. It is just a moral that I live by. Honesty! I feel so torn, I am always horny and well he is over 2 hours away.