Ugh. I am not that happy with my number. Lol. I think most people see it as a bad thing if girls have 10 partners, but if a guy does it's 'way to go, dude!"
I've been with more than I would've preferred, but I was the kind of girl who was convinced I had to just to get a guy to like me! How stupid! Thankfully, I realized that it's not like that with men. When I found my current partner I felt so differently about it. I realized that not every man had to have sex just to want you or like you. I honestly thought that's how it was and that's how it'd always be. I just assumed I'd be staring at the clock everyday hoping it'd be over soon! Lol. I never knew they made men who wouldn't pressure you or make you feel like you had to. I also wish I would've known that I didn't have to do that. I just thought that was how it was for women who were in a relationship or married. I thought they just dealt with it for the rest of their lives.
Glad I learned differently. I'm glad I know now that it's not a girl's job to have sex with a guy. It's perfectly fine to say no or not want to. I was not very smart. lol