I was a little afraid of it when I was younger. The first time I saw a penis on the internet, I was kind of freaked out and disgusted. I was like "okay, I'm horny, I want sex, but no way is that ever getting near me." The idea of cum was gross, too. I guess I just got over it when I matured a bit. Now I think the whole male (and female) body is ridiculously sexy, and I love cum.