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Please help me. I think I am going crazy here. I am lusting for bisex but not for me, for my husband. Is this normal? I love him dearly. We have amazing sex. We have been playing more and more with toys, wall toys, suction toys, strap ons all
Please help me. I think I am going crazy here. I am lusting for bisex but not for me, for my husband. Is this normal? I love him dearly. We have amazing sex. We have been playing more and more with toys, wall toys, suction toys, strap ons all at my direction. I got into cum play and of course wanted my husband to share the experience. Then I got into anal play and wanted my husband to share that. Over time we have opened up to RP with cum and anal which leads me to my crazy desires to share even more with my husband. I love our sex when we share it and now I’d like to share it with other couples – bi couples. I have this crazy unrelenting desire for sex with bimales and me and my husband. I want to perform oral with my husband and share the experience. I also want to share the “real” anal experience with him. His orgasms from anal are amazingly large, multi, and last for the longest time. I know the real deal would be far better than the toys we use and I can’t get it out of my head. How does one get rid of such thoughts? This is not normal for a wife to want such things, any ideas what is going on? I can’t stop thinking about it. Oh my goodness, it is driving goofy. Please help me with honesty nonjudgemental insight. Thanks you all so very much.
To begin with, you are not crazy. Full of Adventure maybe, but not crazy. You need to talk this out and be sure there is a match with your feelings. Here is my story...
As an older adult male, I had never considered anything different then being with my wife as a monogamous couple. When I had a prostate cancer scare a couple of years ago my whole life changed. As it turned out, it was just a scare and I am without cancer. That being said, I have had prostate surgery and now able to resume a normal life. Over a two-year period, I have had fingers up my anus along with equipment for two separate biopsies. It seemed like I was the one to practice on because I live near a teaching hospital. About once a month, I would have something put up inside me for sometime short exams or long exams.
I called my Doc Bubal and asked he was getting me ready for prison with all his in and out of my bottom. What was first embarrassing became something I looked forward to. It was always something different, sometimes male sometimes female sometimes students, two or three at a time. I never knew.
Because I was kind of enjoying the experience, I was afraid that maybe I was gay and just never knew it. That is not the case. I finally got up the courage to talk with my wife about what I was feeling and my fears, and she was great.
She now has no trouble putting on her strap on and thrilling me to no end. We have shared our fantasies and enjoy our new found sex lives. I have told her, had known then what I know about myself, I would I would have been happy to have another man’s penis in my mouth and buried deep inside me.
I am past the opportunity time in my life for this to ever happen, but it has provided many a steamy night for my wife and I. I hold no judgment against anyone on the journey in finding out what makes them happy and being able to share that experience with someone who feels the same. Life is too short to let this kind of thing slip away.