I find I am very androgynous (well least thats what friends say) but mostly due to family life and them not knowing I am a transmale (no surgery yet or T sadly) I hardly ever bind which makes me acculy depressed at times while binding and packing makes me feel just....I don't know, wonderful is the word that comes to mind,but even so I always wear men clothing, never make up or dresses or anything like that,disgust me personally.
Only times I do tend to bind or pack is when I know I will be out with my friends who accept me for who I am inside,so that includes going to movies or just a simple bonfire hell sometimes they have even helped me put the binder on for better support
(I find being a C cup even with a binder on they threaten to want to come out the bottom since mine isnt very long so I can eat and breath fine)
Sorry for rant
I never really get to talk about this, also I ain't on here alot so if want to email its PsychoSuccubus99@yahoo .com < ya haten it now lol sorry to be so weird