Benzodiazepines (benzo's)....Addiction ?

Damn! My psychiatrist (who is AMAZING, and very conservative about meds and interested in my well being) switched me to Klonopin from Xanax because it's generally less addictive- and in my case milder, though I adjusted to it. It isn't as dramatic as Xanax in terms of shutting down a panic attack, but I found I actually had a lot of rebound panic attacks when I took the xanax (ie, the more I took, the more anxious I felt) and I am lucky in that I can take benzos without forming dependency. But everyone's body is different.

Regardless of the benzo you take, my advice is this- if your doctor is instructing you to take it every day instead of as needed, consider changing doctors. These meds are intended to be taken on an as-needed basis, and quickly become habit forming and less effective if you over-use them. I once saw a psychiatrist who instructed me to take xanax three times a day, and I didn't see her again- she actually said it was "okay" if I became dependent. I understand why doctors might prescribe this for patients with extreme anxiety issues, but from what I've read about benzo dependency and withdrawal, it is in the patient's best interest to avoid withdrawal if at all possible.

Also, I am not a doctor, and I don't know your medical history, but you might see if its possible to scale back your adderall somewhat in the interest of better sleep/less anxiety. IE, instead of 30XR plus a 5mg booster in the afternoon, maybe weaning down to 2 10mg of the non XR, AM and afternoon, as an alternative. Also, be aware that Welbutrin can also trigger anxiety and insomnia- if you're taking it because normal SSRIs don't work, it's possible that you might be bipolar rather than depressed, and better off taking something like Lamictal instead. (I say this as someone who spent years feeling frustrated and confused before finally getting on the right meds, and it took me half a dozen psychiatrists to find the right one to help me develop an effective but minimal regimen).

I am sure this is not helping your anxiety any, but trust your gut, do your homework (link is great) and find a different doctor until you're on a meds regimen that feels right to you.