When in the hell am I going to get my break and get a damn full time job, or did I just waste 6yrs going to school and getting a BS for no reason. Ha, BS- that's what it seems to be lately (bullshit)!
Need said job so I can finally get married and have the child I want so deeply.
Those things haunt me on a daily basis, maybe not all every day, but the job thing for sure. It's getting worse lately. Sometimes I just want to cease to exist.
I'm just so emotionally exhausted and sick of wondering what my future will be like......and randomly crying about it.