I am not afraid of death, but I do worry about what would happen after I die. There is no point in fearing death because it happens to everyone, so you have to learn to except that. I worry about my boys if I were to die too soon as they are only 1 and 3, so they would need someone to care for them, but also the rest of my family wouldn't handle it well. I think that the worst way to die is slow and drawn out where you lose everything...your memory, your thought, your ability to care for your self, your sanity, and everything else, which is growing old. I spent yesterday in a Nursing home with my MIL and we were they only people in there visiting and every time we go there is hardly anyone visiting the 150 residents. Many of them are left there in the care of the staff and no one comes to see them and no one has for years, I think this is the worse death you can have. It is slow and you lose everything without even knowing it. The nursing home, to me, is super sad.