My ex-husband ... I didn't know what love really was, and I was desperate to not be alone.
And C ... whom I told as we were breaking up. He also said he loved me, which is why this break up over the Child Issue is so fucking hard for both of us. I felt Love for real at last ... and now it's going to take a miracle to give it a future at all.
God, it fucking sucks being in the middle of a tragic love story. XP