I came close before many times but I never actually penetrated. I have social problems and I get nervous around people and of course espcially girls so It never really happened all the way. I had just did oral and touching but never actually penetrated because i was never calm and relaxed. I was calm and relaxed and was able to get fully erect lol. I feel Like im King of the world now. way better than my sex toys lol its a different feeling and different type of relief. I feel so happy and not depressed lol. just wanted to share not a question. no one knows but her so I just wanted to share with the eden community. Since I wouldnt share this with friends or family.