My first love
A few traumatic things from childhood/teens (these are the most vivid)
The day my dad died and was resuscitated. I got a phone call and while I knew that at that moment he was alive (again) I lived 8 hours away and was terrified he would be gone before I could make it to the hospital. I was hysterical for hours, until I finally fell asleep from pure exhaustion. I made it (missed prom-that I did 80% of the planning and decorating for) and my dad recovered. He is alive today, but I dread the day he does pass because it is going to kill me.
Being accepted into the college of my choice and invited to the Honors Program
Dropping out of said college for an ex that cheated on me constantly and gave me a (curable) STD. <--- Huge Regret
Hearing my baby's heartbeat for the first time
The first ultrasound
Watching myself give birth and my daughter looking at me as she entered this world
Holding my baby girl and nursing her for the first time.
The first time I visited my mother in prison. Walking out of that place was the hardest thing I had ever done at that point.