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Since Im already depressed and dont feel like eating enough. I think its a good time to eat 1 small meal a day until my stomache settles down my ibs is severe. I also think its a good time to eat 1 small meal a day so next weekI can fit a size 3
Since Im already depressed and dont feel like eating enough. I think its a good time to eat 1 small meal a day until my stomache settles down my ibs is severe. I also think its a good time to eat 1 small meal a day so next weekI can fit a size 3 pants and look super hot in them. I treated myself to 2 new pairs of black dress pants for work,a necklace and bracelets. We were just given a new friday work shirt. I can wear that shirt with jeans on Fridays so I want to fit an awsome pair of jeans I own that are tight on me. I hope the shirt shrinks a little in the dryer I will turn it on High the first time I wash it LOL. I had 2 handfuls of chips today and 2 slices of salami meat..Im eating 1 piece of chicken later thats it. Shame on me eating the chips though!
I feel like a pig today.
Hopefully in a few hours I will feel good enough to burn some energy on cleaning and washing dishes. I'm off today and I won't see my now EX boyfriend at work again until saturday I spy and evesdrop some since he is one of my managers
sweetheart! i'm worried about you. this doesn't sound healthy.
my honest deep advice is to smoke some weed. if you can! that's the only thing i know that ups your appetite. and fitting into size 3 jeans is not something women who aren't just naturally that teeny tiny should try to do. size 3 jeans i wore when i was like... 14. before i had any hips. i'm 5 foot 6, 125 pounds and wear size 5 or 7, usually size 7. there's nothing wrong with that. trying to fit into teeny tiny barely adult sized jeans is just really impractical, not to mention unhealthy. why do you want to be so little?
i'm sure you'd look hotter in your natural size. healthy is always sexy. always!!
and so is a LITTLE bit of meat on your bones! at least! i bet you'd look hotter in size 5 or 7 than childsized 3 pants. really.
and please dont shame yourself for eating! i was saying i eat less when depressed because i have no appetite... but if i am able to eat i do feel better, and healthier. anyone in size 5 pants... or even size 16 if that's their natural healthy weight, could never be a 'pig.'
honestly i personally eat all the fuck i want when i feel the gumption to and never shame myself unless i feel a bit sick. then i just eat some tums and try not to eat so much damn delicious food next time. no shame in it.
i hope for you that you can see yourself as beautiful when you are healthiest and treat yourself to a healthy lifestyle. you certainly deserve it. everyone does.