I would be lying if I said i was happy now. I have a battle every day with the various disorders I am afflicted with, and have been shoved into a corner being stuck doing things i don't want to do, but feel morally obligated to do so. I am very unhappy, but I am trying to do for others more than doing for myself because it feels like the right thing to do. (Like taking care of my family that's slowly falling apart--meaning parent and grandparent, not like being married, having kids, etc, I don't have any of that.)
Just feel like I keep putting my own life on the backburner for others and feel like I'm running out of time to establish something for myself. But I'm being told by people that i am being a good daughter for putting my family first and making sure they are okay.
I don't know, really. I know I'm doing the right thing, but I feel miserable doing it.