I cant imagine life without him, we have done everything togehter, he says he still loves me and were not breaking up, he just needs to move out.
Ive been unemployed for a few months, had a few dry weeks with money, and hes helped. Ive never asked him, other than when we needed food. But he blew up saying he couldn't do it anymore, hes moving out, i have to find a new roommate, and hes done.
I know hes been stressed because his "newly fixed car" is not fixed, the new motor is crap, so hes stressed for money, but he keeps brining up that I owe him all that money.
I know that I do, but I cant pay it back when I dont have enough to cover bills, I dont know what to do.
Rent is due next month, and honestly i have nothing, ive started 2 new jobs but hte pay wont be here in time for rent, and my landlord is tired of me paying late. or in chuncks.
Im an honest to goodness great person, Im always cheerful and try to do see the best in life, but right now, Im at the point where i cant even think about tomorrow, i cant think about living anymore.
I wont kill myself because im afraid of going to hell, and I dont want to hurt other people that love me in my life.
but im at the point where I just want to give up.
He was my glue that was keeping me sane.