Unfortunately it's been 4 years and the best I have managed is a couple games of grab ass and nothing to speak of that would resemble a relationship.
I'm starting to think I'm just revolting to women, and I'm the least attractive thing in the world. I thought I had a lot going for me with my personality and quick wit, but I guess not.
To this day I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong or where I'm fucking up, I keep going over everything i did trying to figure out whats driving women away from me, and I'm just incredibly upset. Everyone tells me there's nothing wrong with me, and that I'm awesome but if that's true why can't I even get a date.
Why and I ignored, or worse stood up at every turn. I'm just so frustrated. All I want is for a nice lady to notice me, and maybe make me feel like I'm as awesome as I used to think i was. Why does it feel like that's never going to happen.