I have been with a woman who I love who doesn't do some of the things that I want to be a part of my sexlife. I would like to have more of an open relationship but she is possesive of me and doesn't want me to have sex with other people. There is someone who I have great chemistry with who is open to alot of my fantasies,(who I have had sex with, and I was honest with my girlfriend about) and makes me very happy. My girl friend and I have been together for six years and over this summer we have been away from each other. I am in a position where I am a jerk one way or another, and the selfish me wants to keep my relationship, and be with the lady that has been making me happy, which doesn't seem likely it would work. Currently I am not around either person, in about 10 days I will be around the lady I have a crush on and about 2 weeks later I will be back around my girlfriend. I want to be as honest as possible and thoughtful of all parties feelings. I have not told my girlfriend yet that I will see my crush again before I see her. What do you suggest I do, please be easy on me I feel bad enough as it is.