The Deep Throat Dairies Sex Guides and Tips
by Chris

Improved Practice

I acquired a better practicing implement. The huge, basic dong just was not working. It served the purpose of having a phallic object to move in my mouth, but the rubber was so unyielding. It would never respond to my mouth, and it was the size of my throat. It had reached the end of its usefulness.

Instead, I got the Mustang by Vixen Creations – my first realistic dildo. I had always shied away from owning a realistic dildo. Something about the precise imitation of skin, shape, and color freaked me out. But in the interest of learning how to deep throat a real penis, it seemed like the best tool to help me.

I was actually shocked at how much the Mustang felt like a penis in my mouth. The way it moved and felt against my lips and tongue was all so …familiar. It reacted to the heat and pressure of my mouth. The Vixskin silicone was so different from the rubber of my other dong; it brought my mind back to sucking on a real penis and revived my motivation for why I was practicing.

However, when I started practicing with the Mustang, it seemed like I had regressed. My gag reflex seemed to have reclaimed its place in the back of my mouth. Perhaps it was because I had suspended my practice waiting for the dildo to be delivered. I found myself frustrated as I gagged so early and didn′t get too far. I was confused as to why I had done so much better with the real thing, with my partner′s penis.

I forced myself to calm down. I didn′t allow myself to critique my practice performance. I focused and just did what I was able to do at the time. I tried not to judge my practice sessions; I only tried to … well … practice.

Each session I worked toward my goal for a little while on my stomach, and then repositioned myself to practice on my back, tipping my head over the edge of the mattress. By maybe my third time with the Mustang, my performance on my stomach was still lacking, but when I moved to my back, I pressed the Mustang into my mouth and felt it slide down my throat. I pushed slowly, and it moved back until I was only an inch from the base.

Damn that inch again!

When I pulled the Mustang from my throat, I gagged pretty hard, but I was still closer to the real thing. It felt more like my ability. I think arousal and enthusiasm play a significant part in being able to deep throat. My body reacted and responded to deep throating so much better when I had the excitement of performing on a real person. My sexual arousal and desire to please him made it easier and coaxed my throat to open.

After this session, my practice became more fluid again. On my stomach, I was able to move with ease into the top of my throat – in and out with my breathing. I started gradually pushing my limitations. As I started to push deeper, the Mustang bent, and my throat threw painful objections. So I slowed down. I eased it back in smaller increments, and gradually, the Mustang slid deeper. My throat opened more easily and did not hurt. I was able to push my lips to the base with only that lingering gag when I pulled the dildo out. On my back, I continued to slide the Mustang deep into my throat. Finally, I conquered that last inch, and the base touched my lips. Again, I still had that phantom gag when pulling out.

Then it was as if I had passed a threshold. Suddenly, day by day, it became easier to plunge the full length of the Mustang into my throat. My gag dissipated even further, only surfacing occasionally. Yet my lips were able to meet the base on my back or stomach almost every time. I had found comfort in deep throating.

When starting this quest and reading both books, I never fathomed the weeks of practice on a dildo. But I had made it to my goal, taking the entire thing, waiting for it to be my partner′s penis instead. I would soon see if this would all be worth it.