I have been wanting to be an exotic dancer for quite some time now. I have worked at a strip club for 6 months so i know how the atmosphere is abd some rules but i am just too damn acared to get on ANY main stage of clubs i go into to audition. I left the club i was working at on bad terms :-/ so i cant try learning there. Any advice? I mean i get racing heart sooooo bad and freak out and chicken out!!! Im young and beautiful. Have body imperfections but after working in a club i realize how truly irrelavant that is. I jus have bad nerves and am tryin to earn money to get evicted right now. Maybe i should try cam model or somwthing else forst? Idl!