I don't know anymore, my boyfriend and I have been having a lot of relationship issues and the kicker is with him instead of trying to work shit out he tries to pretend nothing is wrong, I have only spoken to him once since last week and I mentioned I found a house, on my own, without his help cause if i waited for him to decide it would be next year, and all he said was he was sorry, I asked what he wanted out of our relationship and he said he didn't know. ugh well im moving into my house that i found and I paid for with my money without his help and he can live with his mommy.