I want top surgery so bad, more than being on T.
I'm actually ambivalent at best toward being on T but super want top surgery. My chest makes me so dysphoric, and I feel like when people have played with that area I haven't gotten much out of it, and while yes I realize quite a few people like that physical aspect of me (I'm quite small), for me personally it would make me so much more comfortable if they were gone.
I'm interested in finding a surgeon who would remove them even if I weren't on T/ had unknown breast cancer history, etc. and would remove them covered by insurance just by the fact that I feel extreme dysphoria about them