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LusciousLollypop
A lot of you are okay with showing your body but not on the internet, because the internet is literally forever. You are on the internet NAKED forever, if you decide to do that. I know what you mean and how you feel. That is how I felt at first, but
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A lot of you are okay with showing your body but not on the internet, because the internet is literally forever. You are on the internet NAKED forever, if you decide to do that. I know what you mean and how you feel. That is how I felt at first, but then I started to love it. I am kinda a exhibitionist and it actually turns me on knowing that people are looking at my intimate parts.
Also, a lot of you didn't like the fact that your girlfriend or boyfriend would have a problem with you being naked on the internet, either in pictures, video, or live camera. That does make a lot of sense, but my boyfriend seriously ENCOURAGES it. He doesn't see a problem when I say, hey, i'm making a adult video for EF, or hey, i'm going to camwhore for a couple hours to get off. He enjoys it. It excites him. I guess that is just us.
As well as most of you are worried that your family members or friends would find you on the internet. Well.. they are looking for porn. They are looking for something to look at. Have you thought of that? I know that family members and friends is a touchy subject when coming to being naked on the internet in whichever way you can think of, but I've honestly told my best friend which site that I cam at and about EF and my adult videos. I didn't have any shame and I didn't feel bad about it. That is something to think about. These people if they were to judge you.. is irrational, because they were TRYING to look for something naked online in the first place. You can turn the judge right back on them. My best friend, whom is a guy, was proud of me for being so open with my body. Just giving my two cents.
Definitely keep this topic going and reply to this message! I'd love to know what all of you are thinking now that I've said all of that.
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I just still couldn't, even if those people were looking for it. Even if they weren't word travels fast in a small town if someone finds something out that knows someone that knows you, then people you don't want to know are going to find out whether they see it or not. I also don't want to put me getting a job in jeopardy, especially since employers are a lot more snoopy than they used to me.
I'm also just plain not comfortable with my body period. It takes a lot of trust for me to let someone see all of me. I hate that I'm not as small as I used to be and that I have stretch marks and I haven't even gone through child birth
. I just feel my body is attractive. Sure my face may be, but not what's under my clothes. I don't even like to see myself in the big mirror when I step out of the shower and avoid looking at my entire self naked when I can. I have major body issues, it really sucks. Even after 3.5 years together, my fiance still gets mad because I just can't fathom how he LIKES to see all of me and thinks my body is fine when I don't &when I'm having low days, not wanting to take my shirt off or something.
It's weird with me. I see beautiful girls of all shapes and sizes, I find girls my size and bigger attractive but I'm just SO hard on myself, I don't know why I am this way.
Even though my foot has started to heal enough from surgery that I have actually been able to get back in the gym (just not as long as before and I'm not able to do as much yet), I still think that I never could be comfortable with anyone other than my guy seeing me. I get pissed if my mom walks in the bathroom and I'm stepping into the shower!
