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celibacysucks celibacysucks
My 20 month celibacy streak has ended! With a two hour sex session with a man who is unbelievably sexy AND a fantastic lover!

The only downside is, my (legitimately based) fears of abandonment have me quietly obsessing that he will have now instantly lost interest and will begin ignoring me and/or treating me badly.
01/08/2011
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Viktor Vysheslav Malkin Viktor Vysheslav Malkin
Quote:
Originally posted by celibacysucks
My 20 month celibacy streak has ended! With a two hour sex session with a man who is unbelievably sexy AND a fantastic lover!

The only downside is, my (legitimately based) fears of abandonment have me quietly obsessing that he will have now ... More
Congratulations! Hope everything works out, I am sure it will!
01/08/2011
ZenaidaMacroura ZenaidaMacroura
Congrats! I hope it works out!
01/08/2011
Lucidity Lucidity
Congrats! And don't sweat it, we all have our hangups and scars. Try and quell the crazy, at least until you have the type of relationship where you can discuss such things. Until then, enjoy the wild ride
01/08/2011
NuMe NuMe
Congratulations! I know how that is. Every time something goes just right for me, I start obsessing over what will go wrong. Kind of like, ok when is the rug going to be pulled out from under me. And I'm going to tell you what I tell myself. Stop it! Don't do that to yourself. Just enjoy the moment.
01/08/2011
KnK KnK
Quote:
Originally posted by celibacysucks
My 20 month celibacy streak has ended! With a two hour sex session with a man who is unbelievably sexy AND a fantastic lover!

The only downside is, my (legitimately based) fears of abandonment have me quietly obsessing that he will have now ... More
Congratulations!! Try not to obsess. I'm a victim of obsessing myself and it just makes you paranoid. Not a good feeling. Hope things go well
01/08/2011
Chilipepper Chilipepper
Good for you - I was eleven years without when I got into it again, so I can totally understand your elation. (Now currently ten months without.)

And I also know the fear of potential disaster. Keep yourself in the Now, hon.
01/09/2011
Taylor Taylor
Nice! good luck with everything.
01/09/2011
liilii080 liilii080
Congrats! Enjoy the moment and what is meant to be will be. If he is as great as you think he is then he will recognize how wonderful you are and will continue to enjoy your company. If he takes off OR treats you badly, then he is not who you thought he was and you will do better!
01/09/2011
Mistress Kitty Mistress Kitty
Congrats! Hope everything goes well for ya'll!
01/09/2011
Sweet-Justice Sweet-Justice
Quote:
Originally posted by celibacysucks
My 20 month celibacy streak has ended! With a two hour sex session with a man who is unbelievably sexy AND a fantastic lover!

The only downside is, my (legitimately based) fears of abandonment have me quietly obsessing that he will have now ... More
I will be rooting for you and your new lover
01/09/2011
celibacysucks celibacysucks
The more I relive the night, the more I realize that he is exactly what I needed...not just for the getting laid part, but because he made me push boundaries I would never have been able to on my own. Even if he hurts me, I will never regret it because I know more about myself now than I did before.
01/09/2011
Jul!a Jul!a
Congratulations!!! I hope everything goes fantastically for you, although knowing that you won't have any regrets about it is definitely a great start
01/11/2011
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