when i was in middle school i had two different girlfriends ( separate times) at first it was sleep over with a little spooning, but as i got older i started getting turned on when it was bedtime and i could tell the first one i had, anna, was too, so one night were spooning and i turn over to face her, boobs touching legs wrapped around each other( it was a small bed) her hand slipped from under he pillow and landed on my breast she got nervous and apologized and i said its okay it can stay there, and bam its on .
so now its been quite a few years later i havent had a female relationship in years, like i said married now. Ive told my husband that i want a female relationship just like a fuck buddy on the side and he says he doesnt care as long as it sjust women, no other men. but for some reason i just dont trust that he would be completely kosher with it. We both work alot and opposite shifts so we only see each other like 3 hours every day it doesnt help that we dont even have any days off together!
Anyhow, my question is should i persue trying to find a play mate?