I think I'm gonna wait until my mother die or we cut bridges to transition. She forced me to come out as bisexual and I can see from her reactions to me having trans* friends that she would be disrespectful knowing it. Also, she has been abusive before when I was a pre-teen/teen, so... I don't want anymore persons telling me it's legitimate and understandable that someone beat me because I have a panic attack and "it's difficult for her, she must not know what to do" (WHAT ABOUT LISTENING TO THE PERSON HAVING THE PANIC ATTACK AND FOLLOWING THEIR DIRECTIVES OR ASKING THEM WHAT TO DO, YOU ILLOGICAL BANANAS?) or apply the same shit logic to me being trans*.
Edit: I mean, I told her I was doing something and she wanted to know if the person, who does not identify as a boy or girl, was a boy or girl and I wanted to be honest because she asked me where I could have met that kind of person and then she forced me to come out.