Now that I am older I am starting to dislike these relationships. I want to have someone who I can hold, who feels real. So I tried meeting people by going out with friends and creating accounts on dating sites. I do meet majority of the guys I am interested in. I am upfront with the guys about being a virgin.
When I am on the dates I try to be as good as I can and agree with majority of what he says. Maybe that's just my BDSM side, the submissive one.
On the dates I only make it to date one or up to date three. At the end of the one time dates. They don't express any interest in wanting to continue. I might type thanks for whatever we did and I would get a smiley face. When I actually make it to date number three, he might not text or call back. How do I make it past date number three?