I have had this idea of something I wanted to write for Sexis for about a month now. The problem I'm having is that it may be too personal for me to want to bring out into the public. It's just a very hard thing for me to write about and something i barely ever talk about to anyone. The thing is though, I've seem to have gotten some form of closure on writing about certain dark areas of my life and feel that I may get some from just pushing this out for the Ef & Sexis community to read. I'm just so damn unsure about it. What do you all seriously think, should I just do it and get it out there, or close that door forever. I know I'm being vague and I appologize. Just let me know what you think.