I have tried so many times to tell my mother what my profession is and instead it comes out as a what if I were, type of question, although my father on the other hand knows what I do. They have been divorced for over 27 years, and my father seems to be more open minded whereas my mother tries to be but seems much more held back and would look down on me and think that she did something wrong while raising me. So, If you had the chance and just wanted to get it off of your chest knowing the consequences, would you let your family know that you fucked yourself on camera for whoever to see, just to be able to afford the bills, and I'm not talking a car payment and nights out on the town. I'm talking rent, electric, food, diapers, etc. The necessities, and why?