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No, Never would. I hate my body and even if I would consider it I don't think it'd work, I'd be too uncomfortable and if someone made a mean comment about my looks it'd really hurt my feelings, lol. I'm sensitive to mean comments
No, Never would. I hate my body and even if I would consider it I don't think it'd work, I'd be too uncomfortable and if someone made a mean comment about my looks it'd really hurt my feelings, lol. I'm sensitive to mean comments about my looks since I already have like 0 self esteem.
Trust me, I am the same way about how I feel about my body and things that folks say that can hurt.
I'll tell ya though, when you do camming, YOU have complete control. I was nervous at first, but when I realized that I can block/ban anyone that came across at me the wrong way, that made me feel better.
Guys can be total asses, I know this. I have had 4 kids and it definitely shows. I am totally uncomfy with my body in that sense, BUT I have learned that there are SEVERAL guys out there that actually have a "fetish" for the mommy look. The mommy pooch in front, the stretchmarks etc. Its kinda funny when I had a guy tell me that he wanted me to play with my baby belly fat lmao. And he paid me to do that! seriously!? All I could think was, alrighty then......I like the cash! To hell with my insecurities! lol. To each their own though.
I am seriously sensitive too. I take a lot of things the wrong way, but when I was camming I just kept thinking to myself "Well, Im here to make money, whatever they say, I leave on the cam and don't take it with me." Its an occupational hazard with that .....gotta take the good with the bad.
I got out of it thou when I met my (now) husband. Just didn't feel right with him sittin in the next room anymore lol.