Have you ever

Have you ever been so deep in love that nothing in the world mattered but THAT ONE? if you have then you definitely know what it feels like to lose that LOVE. Since losing that love I havent been able to open my heart to accept anybody else and now that I am ready I dont know how to let go and let love happen. I have come across some pretty decent people but none that measure up in my eyes to what I had. I want a future with somebody that will make me forget what you meant to me but how do I go about that. Confusion turns into indecisiveness and that turns into shutting down over and over and over again. Sexual frustration, no mental stimulation, no companionship all of these things suck and im tired of them all. If you are out there and you think that you can be THAT GUY for me show yourself I promise I will give love a fighting chance because living solo is no fun anymore I AM READY FOR LOVE