...Even if it seemed like they worked for eachother? I'm not talking minuscule ones like three years. Let's say really big ones. Nineteen year old with thirty year old. Did you ever think that it might in some way just be an act by someone with ulterior motives? Or in general, that it was good, and would have gotten better by time, since obviously it's less distinguishable as people get older.

Edit: and also felt guilty about it, I mean.