So, I got brain surgery. Back in January. Had my left occipital and temporal lobes removed.

When I got home, after about 3 months I was easily horny. Probably more horny than I ever have been in my lifetime, actually. Can't read and lost vision... And lost emotion such as certain "love" such as love for friends and my husband... But I easily love my parents, brothers, sisters, etc. Note: I do still feel love with friends and husband. But it takes two hours around them to feel it :/

I was put on Pristiq because of this. It did help bring back more "drive" to get things done. Hopping out of bed to get breakfast made and dishes cleaned. Helps me feel love again. However it has killed my sex drive entirely. This is the only med out of several I have tried that is working for me, so I can't get off of it. Therefore I need help on ways I can get the mood going again. Now that I feel emotion quickly, there's no need for two hours of staring at my husband to love him. But in order to make love to him... Well, I need help. I can hardly even orgasm easily enough.

I no longer have good vibrators as our dog chewed them all! We stupidly left the lock box wide open one night... And with debt from brain surgery I won't be buying any for quite a while... But I need to better feel clitoral stimulation like I used to. I need to get aroused more easily or quickly. Our anniversary is soon and I need to make it special :/...

Any tips or ideas? I miss "making love"...