I know this is something that should be posted in the GLBT section, but when I post things in that section I never get replies.
So here's my situation/problem.
At about 14 is when I started noticing I was sexually on top of emotionally into girls. Never acted on it, and years go by. I kept it a secret from anyone I knew. That was until I was about 17 and I told my boyfriend. He has the idea that ALL women are at least part lesbian. It's just some don't want to admit it. hahaaha Kinda crazy.
Anyways, So about 5 months ago I ment this girl. She's amazing, and beautiful she's just something else. I told my boyfriend about her. He supports me being with women even though we are together. It doesn't bother him. He know's I've never been with a women before, and he wants me to at least try it once. I told him I'd never do it. I felt like it was cheating even though he tells me 50 million times that it isn't. For some reason he doesn't see sex between women as sex. If you ask him, he'll tell you its just people rubbing together. I don't know why he thinks that.
Now that I know this women I've actually started thinking about it. She's also open to the idea. She knows about my boyfriend, and I'm not leaving him. She said she was fine with that. We now started hangingout together (me and the girl) We've talked about sleeping together. She is like me, she's has NEVER been with a women either. So it's new to both of us.
I've notice that the closer we get the more scared I find myself becoming. I think it's because I don't know what to do. I don't even know where to begain. So I'm asking you ladies for tip and tricks, or are there any good book here on EF I should read.
I'm just confused and scared. I just don't know what to do with myself....
I don't want to get into this and it ends so bad that it scares me away from women all together.
Sorry it's so long.
So here's my situation/problem.
At about 14 is when I started noticing I was sexually on top of emotionally into girls. Never acted on it, and years go by. I kept it a secret from anyone I knew. That was until I was about 17 and I told my boyfriend. He has the idea that ALL women are at least part lesbian. It's just some don't want to admit it. hahaaha Kinda crazy.
Anyways, So about 5 months ago I ment this girl. She's amazing, and beautiful she's just something else. I told my boyfriend about her. He supports me being with women even though we are together. It doesn't bother him. He know's I've never been with a women before, and he wants me to at least try it once. I told him I'd never do it. I felt like it was cheating even though he tells me 50 million times that it isn't. For some reason he doesn't see sex between women as sex. If you ask him, he'll tell you its just people rubbing together. I don't know why he thinks that.
Now that I know this women I've actually started thinking about it. She's also open to the idea. She knows about my boyfriend, and I'm not leaving him. She said she was fine with that. We now started hangingout together (me and the girl) We've talked about sleeping together. She is like me, she's has NEVER been with a women either. So it's new to both of us.
I've notice that the closer we get the more scared I find myself becoming. I think it's because I don't know what to do. I don't even know where to begain. So I'm asking you ladies for tip and tricks, or are there any good book here on EF I should read.
I'm just confused and scared. I just don't know what to do with myself....
I don't want to get into this and it ends so bad that it scares me away from women all together.
Sorry it's so long.
