Never used a sex toy!

I have never used a sex toys.In I don't know how it feel.I'm so embarrass ..Its like my riend she has a lot of sex toys in I see them they do not turn me on.IN see them it make me don't wanna have anything to do with them.Then when she see them see gets right o. Them.When she play I do not get horny or nothing is some wrong with my vagina I don't know.