I feel really stupid posting this, but the friends I've talked to haven't been able to help that much.

My MiMi finally arrived and I've been seeing what she can do. I've been exploring without expectations - relaxing and just seeing how far I can go without worrying.

I've gotten farther than I ever have before, that's for sure. New things happened ! There were vaginal/pelvic/leg contractions that I've never felt before, though no tingling or sudden mental high. It's been a great experience no matter what.

I feel like it could have been, but it wasn't necessarily what people had always told me. I always pictured working up and then a sudden crazy rush and having to stop all of a sudden. But looking back, what happened to me seems similar to when my partner comes, sometimes it's a "yep, that was it, I guess" or something in-between.

I wouldn't describe it as a "release", necessarily, I don't know, that's what makes me doubt.

I just feel really stupid trying to write a review or compare something without being really sure if that was "it". I don't know if I'm being too critical or what.



I know there are others out there in the same position, and I've heard there are some people who have orgasms but don't realise it, and I hope maybe my questions and descriptions can help all of us sexual explorers out.