Getting married! I think... right before bed my partner and I were taking about proposal ideas.

Getting lost making lunch and pouring orange juice in a basket for some reason

The rape of Nanking as though I was there. Yes, I have stress nightmares. The other night it was Freddie Kruger killing an entire family. The day before that, I experienced sleep paralysis and saw a very unsettling looking old woman sitting next to my bed staring at me, and I kept saying, "you're not really there, you're not really there," and every time I said it, she nodded her head yes, as though saying, "yes, I am really here."

I've been having a bit of rough patch, and the stress always manifests itself in my dreams...plus, I'm getting off of a medication, and I'm wondering if this is not a very unfortunate side effect.

Oh, and I'm not crazy. I promise.

I honestly don't remember.

I was trying to get my toddler dressed, but every time I would get close to him my hands would go right through him, like he was a ghost. Then he'd laugh and teleport to another side of the room. He was treating it like a game, and we were late to something important.

*It should be noted that I'm on some heavy-duty antibiotics and meds for walking pneumonia, so that might contribute to the weird dream.

Lots of clouds and rivers.