I completely understand. I was 17 when I first masturbated, and I had already lost my virginity a while prior to that. I remember this was before using the internet to shop was even an option for me so I had to go to a store. Trust me, it's even worse in a store with people there. You feel like everyone is watching you. So no worries! Ask questions. Post a discussion. People on here are super helpful. Feel free to message me if you like.