Dear LGP, it simply means you like anal stimulation and, moreover, you might have a little kink for it. Extreme anal stretching is a fascinating thing - and we have many training kits that might help you achieve more and more intense sensations every time you try - like this one here, for example. It's glass, so it's sturdy and provides a lot of pressure to the P-spot, and it's also very generously sized - the smallest plug is a good fit for beginners and pros alike, while the biggest plug is really some connoisseur's cup of tea. We also have some astonishing gaping plugs - you might take a look into those, as well. This would be pure kinky stuff, though, and it would much more training than anything you've done before.