a lonely person

agreed, I'm the same way. Find something that makes you happy and even on days where you don't want to go out and do it, force yourself to get up and out. If this has been going on for a long time, maybe seeing a therapist would help too. Depression can really mess things up and ruin relationships, there's lots of ways to deal with it and manage it though I prefer being alone, so really, any activity I can do by myself is enjoyable. Read books on a topic that truly interest you, even if you don't like reading time will go by so fast as long as you have a book that you are interested in. EF has some really great books, so does your local bookstore, you can sit in there as long as you want too. Another thing you can do is sign up for classes around your town, there are free and inexpensive classes for almost everything and you'll be around people and have something to do. That means you can make friends as well. If you can't find anything that makes you happy and you really are having a hard time, like I said, consider therapy. hopefully this helped and I didn't get too off topic