After waiting what seemed like a long time, four days had passed and my first project had arrived at my door. After a light knock on my door, I found it abandoned by the mail man as he dashed down the road. I muttered “Damn Ninja UPS guys” as his tail lights turned the corner. Grinning, I picked up my new toy hidden by brown packaging. I ran to my room and ripped open the package to find my first dildo ever, and to my shock… it was Huge! Intimidated by the thing, I left it alone in the box unsure as to what I was going to do. It’s almost 8’’ long and 5 ½’’ around. The packaging was a very simple greenish and off white doily-like design on the paper between the plastic casing. On the back it had the product detailing. Phthalate free pvc, Anti-bacterial sil-a-gel, latex free and it's made it the USA. It says that in 6 different languages.

After the initial shock, I opened up the package and the pungent odor hit me. The thing reeked of a nasty chemical plastic, to the point of making me gag, but that was just from the first opening of the package. It goes away after about a week or so and lots of washing. It’s OK to use mild soap and water on this toy.

The texture of the toy is smooth with thick veins on the top part of the shaft and it is shaped like a real penis. The head is hard and the shaft is bendable for g-spot stimulation. I personally would not recommend this toy to be used anally due to the non-flared base for fear of losing it and visiting the ER for an embarrassing trip. The material has some give to it and it bends pretty easily but bending it back is a bit tricky. There are a few blemishes on the toy, some discoloration and at the base of the dildo there is meant to be a signature. Mine is cut off about half way or less into the signed part. It doesn’t bother me but its something I thought should be mentioned.

My first try was mistakenly without lube. It hurt very much and I was reluctant to try again but with a bit of help from Mood lube, I had a bit more pleasant second encounter with Bender. This toy can be used with silicone lube. If you would like and your partner doesn’t feel inadequate next to this toy, this could be used for couples play or (I would recommend) solo play. I personally wouldn’t recommend this toy for a first time user since I still feel it’s still a bit too big for me and my taste but if you like girth and would like to try a walk into the wild side with girth play this might just be the toy for you.

I place this toy in my dresser drawer by my bed. It’s easy to clean but can be a hair, lint and everything small magnet. I would clean it before and after use and keep it in a semi-dry area.

I personally wouldn’t share this toy due to the fact you can’t sterilize it. If you really want to share always use a condom

I am going to have to mark off a few stars because of Safety (it only ranks a 3 on EF), the bad smell, and it’s being a bit to large for me.

I hope you enjoyed my review, it’s my first one and I have many more to follow.

It has been awhile since receiving my first toy. I had tried this again the other day, thinking it might help if I used lots of lube, but I just cannot enjoy this toy. It's just too big. My eager eye had gotten the better of me. I wish everyone who tries this a better experience than myself.