Hmmm, I'm trying to think back. I vaguely remember thinking the male form was not at all attractive to me during my formative years and I did spend a lot of time looking at the Victoria Secret catalogs, but I think I was "wishful makeup-ping" as my husband likes to call it. I wanted to be the models and know what it felt like to have a guy remove those items from my body and feel the anticipation of not knowing what was going to happen next.