I hate today because the scar along my breast was hurting and obvious. I could not wear my bra today. I ended up giving up one of my volunteer jobs because my heart is not in it anymore--I cannot feel compassion for some of the business owners I dealt with.

I love today because of my granddaughter's smile and hugs, my daughter's love and friendship and because I still have my two real boobs. (Vain, yes--but my boobs are important to me. I just figured this out when I was possibly going to lose one of them...lol!!)

I love today because it's my day off work. I took a long bath, indulged in an alcoholic beverage before noon... just because.

I hate today because it was raining, there's a ton of snow on the ground and I am so ready for spring. And because EF has not yet processed my order for my Stronic Drei which I placed yesterday morning. I mean, it's confirmed, but hasn't been sent yet and I want it on its way to me like, yesterday... lol.

Let's start with yesterday (2/19)

I hated yesterday because my boyfriend is still blocking me from the important parts of his life.

I loved yesterday because his aunt told me not to give up on him if I really love him.

So far today:

I hate today because I feel such anger and resentment towards him.

I love today because it is my day off and I can get some things cleaned up.