For the last four years or so, my husband and I have been role-playing a bisexual fantasy where he performs and receives oral sex from another guy. I sit back and enjoy the show while the two go for broke.
Well...
It finally happened this Saturday. Though it was riddled with anxiety at first, we found a man who was willing via an internet ad service. It was an amazing experience even if there were a few misteps in the end. It turned out to be a fabulous experience and something we look forward to doing it again.
I'm still in a surreal state, as I'm shocked that there has been no jealously or negative feelings of any kind. Whereas in the beginning with were both terrified it would ruin our relationship. It's not something we will do all of the time but it has really helped intensify our sessions together as well. It's also closed a few gaps in the relationship and I think we understand each other a little better now that it's finally happened.
Well...
It finally happened this Saturday. Though it was riddled with anxiety at first, we found a man who was willing via an internet ad service. It was an amazing experience even if there were a few misteps in the end. It turned out to be a fabulous experience and something we look forward to doing it again.
I'm still in a surreal state, as I'm shocked that there has been no jealously or negative feelings of any kind. Whereas in the beginning with were both terrified it would ruin our relationship. It's not something we will do all of the time but it has really helped intensify our sessions together as well. It's also closed a few gaps in the relationship and I think we understand each other a little better now that it's finally happened.
