OK, this was touched on in a previous thread last year, but I doubt most saw it, so here goes...what the hell is up with all the spitting?! LOL! Ewww.

I'll say one thing, watching more porn on free sites where they have all sorts of stuff including amateur, has led me to really loosen up about my body image! There really ARE people into BBWs and, I don't even really qualify as one like I thought, despite truly believing I was too fat and disgusting to fuck! I'm not even considered big enough to be a BBW in some spheres, go figure! Had I not seen actual people into sex with women far larger than myself and in worse shape, I would never have believed it and it's everywhere, not just a tiny niche. I even had a friend tell me her cam name and I watched her and the conversations she was having. Then I looked around the site and I really started to feel MUCH better about everything and my situation! Had I only seen a few mass media pornos with well known stars, I would still be comparing myself with them and thinking that's what most people expect/desire --- and I mean people I would want to be with and am attracted to. I assumed no hot, built guy would ever want a large woman, not really. I though I had no "right" to expect someone in better shape than I am and that I'd have to "settle" for what I could get and take whomever seemed interested. Of course, I couldn't get past this and never did accept just anyone, so I've been alone for more than 22 years (mainly due to health, but not only).

Anyway, I realize this is probably not what you expected when you started this discussion and I probably just was a big downer, lol, sorry! less

To be honest with you, we are actually getting tired of watching porn lately. Every now and then we like or need to take a break.

That said I saw a pegging movie last week titled "Miss Teen Strap America". About cute girls pegging guys. The second scene was way over the top. So much that I am no longer going to fantasize about pegging. I've never seen any person take a dildo that long and massive in any hole. They both really appeared to enjoy it, but that's not for me ! No way no how ! They did not show the aftermath of his butt hole, but I bet it was opened to 4 inches or more. I hope he has a large stock of depends. less

Trust me, I really do need the reminders because I never believed it. I really thought that people were lying and either trying to be nice, or that they couldn't possible understand what I meant. Sure, there are always people into something, no matter what, but that does not mean I would take whatever I could get, do you know what I mean? I want to actually be attracted to whomever I get involved with and not just a little.; I want to be desperate to jump their bones, lol! I waited until I had that to lose my virginity (and in the meantime I did other things, just no PIV sex). But by waiting until I was bowled over with chemistry, I had the best experience possible! I only regret not having met him earlier. but since then I have been through a lot physically due to medicines and my health, so I look very different and until I started antidepressants this winter, I had a totally different take on my body image, etc. Now, i know i am not huge and even though overweight, I don't really care, not like I did before where it was a constant stream of negativity in my head, all day every day. Anyway, I guess I still have 40 years of conditioning to break from (I put myself on my first diet at 7, but the negative dysmorphia started before that and it's always just been a part of me ...until this one medicine changed everything)! So, yes, hearing and reinforcing the positive is important for me, thanks!

BTW, I have never cared about other's bodies and weight and have accepted all of them. Isn't that weird? I only had the harsh judgement for myself, not others.

@ OH&W, LOL, of course you didn't see the aftermath, that's in a special pay per view for those who like to see gaping holes. They wouldn't give it away without grabbing the chance to earn extra money, lol! But really, you know you don't have to go to that extreme! You already use plugs and anal toys, so you should enjoy pegging with similarly sized items, no problem. Though I can see how that scene might have killed it or you, hahaha.

BTW, I am easily bored and desensitized to porn. I do much better with build up and tension, plus a story line, so I am a big smut reader. For some reason, erotica has never gotten old for me as long as it has a good story. But porn is best as an occasional thing for me. I need to be turned on before I see porn because usually, if I am not, I will never get turned on. less

To be honest with you, we are actually getting tired of watching porn lately. Every now and then we like or need to take a break.

That said I saw a pegging movie last week titled "Miss Teen Strap America". About cute girls pegging guys. The second scene was way over the top. So much that I am no longer going to fantasize about pegging. I've never seen any person take a dildo that long and massive in any hole. They both really appeared to enjoy it, but that's not for me ! No way no how ! They did not show the aftermath of his butt hole, but I bet it was opened to 4 inches or more. I hope he has a large stock of depends. less

I think my butt hurt for that poor guy. No ,I'm sure he loved every second and inch of the long sessions. At least he was moaning like he loved it.
As a matter of fact I think he is the producer of one of the studios. I didn't watch the other scenes but believe he was also in another scene.

I'll haven't any anal since watching it last week. However I'm pretty sure I will get the itch again in the near future. You are correct though. I think I will stick to the same size or little smaller and not head in his direction. No gape for me !


dv8,

Y, I'm a virgin to pegging porn. I also don't use computer for porn. Afraid of virus and bugs. Just dvds. less

I think my butt hurt for that poor guy. No ,I'm sure he loved every second and inch of the long sessions. At least he was moaning like he loved it.
As a matter of fact I think he is the producer of one of the studios. I didn't watch the other scenes but believe he was also in another scene.

I'll haven't any anal since watching it last week. However I'm pretty sure I will get the itch again in the near future. You are correct though. I think I will stick to the same size or little smaller and not head in his direction. No gape for me !


dv8,

Y, I'm a virgin to pegging porn. I also don't use computer for porn. Afraid of virus and bugs. Just dvds. less

Since you brought up "pegging", we wish there was some nice Hetero Porn that showed loving couples pegging without it being a "degrade the guy" thing (as many are), or without the girl expecting the guy to "suck off" the dildo as if it were a cock. It's not, it's an anal toy (that doesn't care to be sucked), and hetero guys are not interested in sucking cocks, and certainly not rubber ones (oh come on..Silicone, Glass...whatever). It might be nice if SOME porn makers got that. Some happily married, totally straight couples enjoy pegging since it is another way for a girl to pleasure the man she loves. Nothing less, and sorry, nothing more. I enjoy doing it and no, I don't have "penis envy" thank you. less

You're fine as long as you have a decent internet security program and you don't download and install anything. Most sites use Flash, just like non-porn video sites. Of course, copyright infringement on "tube" sites is another matter. Most legal porn produced nowadays doesn't even come out on DVD; that technology is obsolete.

I really shouldn't have to be explaining any of this. Being afraid of viruses and bugs normally would prompt me to say something snarky like stop using dialup to connect to AOL and upgrade your Windows 95 computer but I guess I'm tired tonight. Seriously though, it's 2014 and you can browse porn online using a smartphone without worrying about viruses and bugs. less