So never in my entire life have I been attracted to men. When I was younger, I always wondered why being in interesting situations with VERY attractive women had been able to make my heart do crazy things and my brain start to imagine dirty ideas and all of that, but being close to men I feel nothing. And I've never found any that attractive.
But then there was my boyfriend. We became really close online friends for about a year and then one day, something happened and I realized that I wanted to take care of him and I never wanted to see another day that didn't have him in it somewhere. I wanted him to be happy more than I wanted myself to be happy. It was weird, but I knew I loved him. And he cared a lot about me. Though it took some convincing, he decided to try being with me and it was awesome.
We never really did anything sexual until 3 years later we had webcam sex. It an really an emotional thing to me. Anyway after having webcam sex countless times and meeting in person and having fantastic sex, I can definitely say that I do find his body sexually attractive. But I'm attracted to this man because I love him very much. I don't think gender should have to be a factor in love. If you're a man who likes women but there's this one special guy with an amazing heart, that shouldn't have to get in the way.
A lot of people who didn't know me before are rude to me and try to tell me what I'm attracted to, and people who did know me before tell that me that this isn't going to work out. It's really annoying that even less people understand me than people who understood me before. I don't think it's that hard to understand. Especially when this all happened under pretty special circumstances.
Has anyone else here had this happen to them? Also please don't be rude to me. I know that I'm weird, but I know how I feel and I am very comfortable in myself. You don't need to try to tell me how I feel.
But then there was my boyfriend. We became really close online friends for about a year and then one day, something happened and I realized that I wanted to take care of him and I never wanted to see another day that didn't have him in it somewhere. I wanted him to be happy more than I wanted myself to be happy. It was weird, but I knew I loved him. And he cared a lot about me. Though it took some convincing, he decided to try being with me and it was awesome.
We never really did anything sexual until 3 years later we had webcam sex. It an really an emotional thing to me. Anyway after having webcam sex countless times and meeting in person and having fantastic sex, I can definitely say that I do find his body sexually attractive. But I'm attracted to this man because I love him very much. I don't think gender should have to be a factor in love. If you're a man who likes women but there's this one special guy with an amazing heart, that shouldn't have to get in the way.
A lot of people who didn't know me before are rude to me and try to tell me what I'm attracted to, and people who did know me before tell that me that this isn't going to work out. It's really annoying that even less people understand me than people who understood me before. I don't think it's that hard to understand. Especially when this all happened under pretty special circumstances.
Has anyone else here had this happen to them? Also please don't be rude to me. I know that I'm weird, but I know how I feel and I am very comfortable in myself. You don't need to try to tell me how I feel.
