Do you or have you ever wanted to just disappear?

Contributor: pixiedustVixen pixiedustVixen
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i mean literally no more you... life is stressful sometimes and it makes me just want to disappear like i never existed and nowadays with all the mayhem i want that even more. Does anyone else ever feel the way I do? Im not going insane im just curious so dont worry Im not crazy!
05/16/2013
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Contributor: Hummingbird Hummingbird
Yes I do and have, so to speak, it's called running away and while it was a memberable experience I still had to face the same stress when I returned years later.
05/16/2013
Contributor: PropertyOfPotter PropertyOfPotter
I think it's a pretty common reaction to stress and being overwhelmed. I've felt like that for short periods at a time, but realized it just wouldn't work/be worth it. I would try finding the root of the reason you're feeling that way and work through it. Often times running away is just a way to not deal with things.
05/16/2013
Contributor: melissa1973 melissa1973
Constantly, but lifes a bitch we have to suck it up. Just find a place so you can get some "me time" where it's quiet, relax, have a few orgasms, you'll be ok.
05/16/2013
Contributor: Chilipepper Chilipepper
I almost did once - but decided to not jump off the bridge.

My thing's always been going back to a certain point in my life (usually the day after high school graduation) and start over, knowing what I know now, and make the Right decisions. My life's been one fuck up after another, and even though I'm more in control of it now, I feel like I wasted my entire youth.
05/16/2013
Contributor: Beautiful-Disaster Beautiful-Disaster
OH YEAH! A lot of times.. I'm not good at dealing with my problems or anything that brings me down.. I also don't really have anyone in my life that's there for me. I just have people that knock me down all the time, which doesn't motivate me to get better. So I struggle by myself. I seclude myself from the world.. I can't give any advice on how to deal with it... Because I run away from everything.. But I know how you feel!!!
05/16/2013
Contributor: js250 js250
I have--until I decided to cut down on my stress level and remove myself from the drama in other people's lives. Just cutting people out that kept my stress levels high really helped ease the pressure. Also by realizing who is insignificant in the big picture of my life really helped me to calm down...I do not play games and if others decide to--well, they can take the fall!! I do not need the bullshit! Once you can figure out where your stress levels are coming from, it is easier to work on making them an outside force in your life. Then you will not feel the need to run away or disappear--but will enjoy what you do have!!!
05/16/2013
Contributor: eri86 eri86
Not not more me. But sometimes the idea of becoming a hermit is appealing.
05/16/2013
Contributor: Mr. John Mr. John
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i mean literally no more you... life is stressful sometimes and it makes me just want to disappear like i never existed and nowadays with all the mayhem i want that even more. Does anyone else ever feel the way I do? Im not going insane im just ... more
It seems like we are talking about depression. Maybe not, but it is something I suffer from myself. It doesn’t matter what walk of life you come from, depression can exert it’s veil of despair. It causes a feeling of helplessness, and gets spiraling worse if unchecked. The important think is knowing your not alone, and to force yourself to being around others. If you have friends that bring you down, its time to find new friendships. Force yourself to try new things. Seek out new adventures. It’s hard to do, but you need to get out of the rut you are in. For myself, I’ve now given up alcohol. In addition, I like to travel. This has allowed me to meet new people, whom I never would have previously met. I also now go out of my way to help others in any way I can. It doesn’t matter whether you offer them help with a project, or simply a sympathetic ear.

I apologize to anyone who might feel I’m off topic.
05/16/2013
Contributor: Fluke Fluke
Yup, I go through cycles of it every now and again. The poster above summarizes things quite well. Surround yourself with uplifting people and talk about it with friends and family.
05/17/2013
Contributor: pixiedustVixen pixiedustVixen
yeah depression is what it is... runs in my family and some days are alot worse than others THanks Everybody for the really good advice! Im trying to keep my head up but sometimes it doesnt happen that way!
05/17/2013
Contributor: Sbmsvschoolgirl Sbmsvschoolgirl
All the time.
05/17/2013
Contributor: Sera26 Sera26
Definitely, I've suffered from depression and anxiety for over half of my life. I try to distract myself at times like that, if possible. I also have a habit of pushing others away when I actually need them most, so I'm trying to work on that.
05/17/2013