Waiting for sex toys can be a trying experience, especially when you don't know when they are going to arrive. Add to this the fact of living with your parents and they have no idea what you get up to; in a sexual sense. I'm just merely exploring my own sensuality in an attempt to understand what gets me off.

It is rather fortunate that most online sex toy stores are rather discreet, and Eden is no exception to this; especially since they were sending this toy all the way from the US to the UK. This brings additional complexity with regards to UK Customs. Heaven forbid what would happen if they said a sex toy was in the box arriving one Tuesday at home to my pleasant surprise when returning from work.

Once I had retired to my sanctuary, the box was opened and its secrets revealed. A small Tantus Infinity plug, in a gorgeous shade of purple with metallic swirls visible all over it. I wrapped my hand round the silicone sex toy. It didn't feel hot or cold, just right and the finish of the plug felt so smooth, my eyes were lost in the purple swirls.

Now, I'm relatively inexperienced to anal play and this would be my first butt plug. Even though this was the small version, it is rather large for me, comparable in size and girth with the Aneros Progasm and that sex toy is tricky to insert.

When the time came that I felt like playing with my ass, I retired to the bathroom, making sure my asshole was clean and gently fingered my ass with a soapy finger, exploring myself and stimulating my prostate briefly. Returning to my room, I lubed up my asshole and got out one of my smaller anal toys; lubing it and using the sex toy to prepare myself for what was to come. I lubed up my cock as well and stroked myself whilst using the smaller sex toy.

Soon it was the time for the butt plug, using a generous amount of lube and then some, I slowly and patiently worked the plug inside me, but I was soon hit with discomfort when the plug was inside.

It wasn't the actual plug part that was hurting, it was the base! The corners of the base were poking heavily into my crack, and it was painful. This pretty plug was hurting me, and that's only because of my own body, as I'm not that fleshy in the bottom area. Other sex bloggers I know have used Tantus plugs with the same style of base and had no trouble whatsoever.

I hit upon the idea of cutting the base's corners off so it didn't hurt me. Yes, I butchered what was an extremely pretty toy but it did work for me, albeit with the help of a condom. The next time was very pleasurable, as the plug was rubbing against my prostate I was stroking myself off and the results were rather dramatic. I came hard and sprayed cum everywhere!

I love using the Infinity plug now that I got the base shaped for my body, when it's rubbing up on my prostate as I masturbate, it feels great!