I was so excited to order this toy and waited anxiously for it to arrive. I had 7 vibrators being delivered in the same order but this is the one I could hardly wait to see and play with. I loved her shape and the way she was going to be so soft to the touch. I was even excited about the fact that she took two C batteries because that meant there would be power in those vibrations and I wanted some deep rumbly power from a larger toy.


As I opened up her package, I couldn't help but notice her soft powdery smell. I held her in my hand and marveled at her softness even though she also was hard inside and not overly flexible. I kept running my hands over her curves and looked forward to discovering how they would feel later on when my husband and I played together.


She was easy to put batteries in, just unscrew the 1.5" rose colored hard plastic cap and put the batteries inside and then screw the cap back on. The bottom 1" portion of the cap is a knob that turns like a dial so that you can increase her power from ooh so good to even more ooh so good.


While waiting for my husband to arrive, I studied her packaging. As is typical of Cal Exotics products, it was not discreet at all. She was in a plastic box that stated she was a "Passion Probe" and "Curvy". You could see her through the front of the box when she was inside. The box stated that she was waterproof and had "powerful rocking action". This was not a box that I would choose to store her in.


Of course, she herself is not exactly discreet. She is 7.75" long with almost 6.5" being insertable. Her shape is such that you would know right away that she is a vibrator if you had ever seen a vibrator before.


Still yet, she was so soft and so... Touchable. I really enjoyed holding her in my hand.


My husband came home later that day and was as excited to play with our new toys as I was. After I was warmed up a bit, he tried to insert her but I wound up crying out for him to stop. She hurt me because she was so rigid. We tried other toys and continued to play and then decided to try her again with me in several different positions.


I cried when we were done. No matter what position we tried or what lube we tried or how much we stimulated my clitoris at the same time, I simply could not stand to have her inside me. She was hard and unyielding and she hurt. I laid in my husband's arms and cried. I was so disappointed.


We've tried since then several times but we are not sure if it is her rigidity or her angles (or lack of them) that keeps us from being able to use her internally. She feels great for my clitoris and I can still use her there but oh, how I wanted to feel those deep vibrations deep inside me.


We haven't tried her yet in the tub or shower but have no hesitations about doing so. She is very well made and has an O-Ring to protect her motor. In her defense, she is very easy to clean up and care for and definitely body safe. She is phthalates-free and is made of hard plastic (battery case cover) and rubber for the rest of her sensual body. She can be washed with warm water and soap. She can't be boiled so if you're sharing with a partner, she asks that you use a condom. She does great with any type of lube and has no limitations on what you can use.


When you first start to dial in her power, she really is not all that loud. While vibrations are mainly felt at her top tip which is almost 5" in circumference, you can feel them all the way through her shaft. If you use her at about 50% of her strength, she is only 2 bees. Although I am disappointed in her rigidity and my inability to get her inside, I love this gal still and am holding onto her with hope for the future. Perhaps I will stretch a bit more as I'm getting larger toys now. Perhaps we will find the right position. Until that happens though, I will use her as a clitoral stimulator at times - or simply sit and hold her in my hands and gaze at her beauty.

We really don't use her much because we have so many toys that its hard to remember everything we have. I still like her but I don't LOVE her.

The one really nice thing that we learned from this toy though is that I love texture.