I'm just getting to know my masochistic side, and I really want to have some painful sexual encounters. Unfortunately, my dom is on the other side of the Atlantic for the next few months, and I'm not ready for another play partner at this point. Receiving pain while masturbating is proving to be tricky. I don't have the urge to inflict pain, so hurting myself sort of ruins the moment for me. I'm just not a sadist. I like clothespins on my tits and cunt because they seem to have minds of their own; after I place them, they keep hurting me while I leave them alone. Unfortunately, the clothespins are getting a little predictable. I need something else to work with.

Are there any other masochists out there who have found a way to experiment with pain solo, without having to spend a lot of effort and attention topping yourself?